A week full of different emotions

This week was just unexplainable. It was a hell week, oh I mean a life-changing week Did I mention that this week was our exam week which is a bit scary because I'm on the top 5 (actually rank 5 lol) It was challenging for me because this quarter was the first time that I ever got so high and I'm starting to realize that it will be a shame if I go down to rank 10 again or worse. I'm really nervous right now because when the clas.s saw that I was on the top 5, they congratulated me and such but for me it was scary because this quarter they're expecting  that I'm going to excel or maybe stay on that place and never go down lol But.. another thing that came to my mind is that I will go down or something this quarter and then I will study hard then climb back up or in other words, be in the top 5 again on the finals trolololol haha.. Who knows what will happen? Only God knows what will happen to each and everyone of us.

Last thursday, when I came home my grandfather said that there's something came to the mail, a package. It was an order that I purchased about 25 days ago. It was a Nikon remote (ML-L3) for my my D90. Even tho' it has been days since I placed an order, I'm happy because it was delivered haha Oh by the way, I just bought it for 2.99 dollars lol







This day was the last day of exams but not to mention 2 other crappy tests next week. Ugh. After the exams, me and my 2 best friends decided to go to the mall and watch some movies. So we we're laughing out loud and having the time of our lives only to see that when I got home, they were all angry to me. They said that I didn't tell that I'm going to the mall which is really true. They said that they were all panicking especially my mom who is really concerned. I felt guilty because my mom went home only to check me and to give me the pants and the hooded plaid long sleeved polo (idek) both from Zara that she bought..  but I wasn't there. She also checked the school if I was there then sadly she went to Makati after.

She called me and scolded me that it will be the first and last time that it will happen, she also said that I should have first send her a message on my whereabouts or simply ask her for permission.  Then, I sent her a text message, apologizing for what I have down.. we had a conversation and she accepted my apology. I'm so sad right now and I promised her that it will never ever happen again. I just miss my parents so much that I want to prove to them that I will never let them down, I just did that because I believe that I deserve a break from all these things (exams, problems etc) but I was wrong. I think I  just need to be with my family again.. :(